I'm banking on memories of dimly lit freeway because brake lights remind me of you
I'm feeling sideways with all this behind me, I'm still figuring out what to do
I fall back on routine in the hopes this might mean
Something to someone who just isn't you
I wish I could be what you think that you see but it's just not that easy to do
This drive shouldn't seem so long
My desire to leave shouldn't be this strong
Nothing you say is gonna keep my calm,
Because you told me that everything is wrong
So I left under streetlights,
But I watched them all slip away
And now I'm chasing daylight,
And I'm wondering, "Why am I still awake?"
I'm banking on memories of dimly lit freeway because brake lights remind me of you
I'm feeling sideways with all this behind me, I'm still figuring out what to do
The start of the year marked the end of September
And two fucking years that I barely remember
From holding back tears, to losing my temper
Because having you here only adds to the pressure
Of trying not to make that mistake
And holding my breath on the shit that you say
Wishing you wouldn't talk that way
I wish you wouldn't talk that way
I'm banking on memories of dimly lit freeway because brake lights remind me of you
I'm feeling sideways with all this behind me, I'm still figuring out what to do
And I fall back on to routine again
And I fall back on days that I need to forget
I'm writing away all the late nights
Since you told me you had to leave
And banking on memories of brake lights
And I'm losing my mind trying to sleep
And banking on memories of all of those late nights
And I'm losing my mind trying to sleep
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